If you ever doubt my love for you, just put your ear to my heart and listen, it's calling your name.

Unwell,

Happened to feel effing unwell on Tuesday, was having flu the whole time once I woke up, preparing to work. Throat was super dry and dehydrated, kept falling asleep while working. Didn't even have the appetite to eat during lunch time so head back to my desk and work. Felt very cold, so kept adjusting the air-con temperature, was still feeling very cold when I've switch to 30degree and realized I was having fever. Migraine came along and all attack at one go, how terrible. Kept falling asleep again & again till knock off and Jboy came to fetch. :>
Thus went to seek a doctor yesterday and had MC for 2 days, been staying at home resting. Still feeling weak, hoping to recover soon. Back to work tomorrow~



YAY HAPPY!!!!!! Gotcha, feeling the joy while imaging the scene in my mind. HAHAHAHA! ^.^

If only I'm still a part in there, maybe you would have the heart to observe and browse thrgh there.

It's a brand new start

I was such a happy girl last night and it was a happy & memorable day.
Dinner, shopping, cold-rock, bus trip, melody, reminiscing, waiting for bus.
The joy in me was so strong that my smile kept hanging on my face, been long since I had such wonderful moments. Being w you, makes it even more beautiful. :>


Heyhey, currently I'm working and it's my first day at work. Everything's fine, able to cope w the work and stuffs, hope everything will be smoothly at work. Wish me luck ^^ Just that my body system is not used to reverse back to such timing yet, having insufficient rest on the first day, carrying heavy eyes to work. Feeling rather sleepy when there's nthg to do, and didn't know that answering phone the whole time could be that enjoyable too. Sound weird huh, hahaha. Alright, it's already 5plus now, can't wait for a moment more and knock off from work.

Changes

I'M EFFING HAPPY!!!! :>
which is I'm left w this 2 days to enjoy and life's gonna change big time because I'm gonna start working soon and moreover in my mom's work place too. Kinda interesting situation yeah, hah. Finally taking the step out rather than wasting my life and time away. Gonna learn and reach out further!


I'm gonna prove to you and win your heart back!

Right now

having a hot cup of cereals and a pack of caramel corn w newly melody playing along.
spells awesome.

ask and listen to your heart, do you still love me baby?

Lost & Down

all of a sudden.
When I have you, all to myself, I totally forget about the world and just enjoy the time I'm w you side by side. But each time when we part, there would always be a moment I would feel lost out of nowhere. If only i could have you through the whole time, yes I would be that friggin' selfish ass just to get hold of you all to myself. & I would put that cute smile on your face, pampered you w whatever i can give and have.


Would you even come back to me? I'm putting that every little inch of hope of you and me, no matter how awful things happened. You could bring me hopes up yet smashed it down too. I don't know how long more I can hold on, it's tearing me yet I love you too much that I can't bear to let go of you..
But you just don't understand how much i had for you, don't you?
I loved you so awfully that it's breaking me inside out, but I just had to put on a smile to pretend everything would be fine.. How torturing is that. For you, anything will do.


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Chalet. Town, Marina :)
Love creating such memorable places and moments w you, how we used to wander from places to places.

to have you back.

Fuck everything.

Everything is just so fucked up seriously. It makes me boil and wanna break down big time so so freaking badly. Arghhhh fucked up knnbpcb!!!!!



Sometimes I wish I don't even exist.

Have been clubbing rather often at Powerhouse. Love my company, love you guys! Photos are all up on facebook but i'll upload some here :>

Paranoid

I'm feeling rather upset or what? Mixture of feelings in me.
My lappy is down, I have got to get it fix as soon as possible but the service centre is at the other end of mine. The one that keeps me company all day long, kills my boredom. Goodness, I can't live without my com and for sure my phone too!
There's so much things to do yet so little time. Chinese new year will be arriving soon like in 2weeks time? I've not bought any new year clothes, damn it. Anyone need or want to shop too? Ring or text me up along :)

Just feel like hitting the dancefloor and forget about everything to release some stress. Let's party again ^^

Saturday,

Powerhouse w Rachy & co. Lots of familiar faces around, enjoyable and great night. Can't wait to club again! Party ended and took a cab home, nearly puke outside my house. Hee. Didn't had my dinner and drunk with an empty stomach, awful feeling. & that 'eeee' noises is killing my ears, so irritating.

Head to the airport last night and fetch my eldest uncle back from a work trip. Had macs for supper, mcspicy ^^ Terminal 3 is so beautiful, wish I could leave and have a holiday trip too.

The Tent's Advance Chinese New Year Dinner this coming friday, can't wait to see the girls and reminisce the times we spent the together in there.

That early bird drunk behind Rachy, haha.

Tummy was feeling upset earlier on, caused me to feel like puking and queasy. Feeling much better right now. Hate waking up alone in the house when everyone else is out to school or work, wherelse I'm the only one at home. I'm so used to laze around at home, munch, com, tv shows and I could just watch all the way till night time arrive, and start to use the com again till midnight before turning in therefore I'm still awake right now. I could have make use of all these time to work or do rather something meaningful, sigh. Guess I should really settle down and get myself a job to earn some extra savings, i really need a job badly. Any jobs to introduce? If so, please let me know alright, thanks a lot. Determination, is the key. Chinese new year is arriving soon, time to grab some pretty clothes too yeah!

Goodnight.

Hi people,

Just finish watching 'hi my sweetheart ep13'. Those who are interested in love stories or fairy tales, try watching this. It's very funny, touching and lovely, you guys will love it and tear, like i did. HAHA. Can't wait to finish up this drama, when there's always sweet-lovely happy endings ya'see :> Alright, it's 4plus right now, getting late. I'm gonna tuck myself to bed now, goodnight world.

2010

Happy New Year World!

It's a brand new year again, the first post of 2010.

Hopefully this year everything would go smoothly to everyone of us :)

Happy Birthday, Granny ♥

Today is the 3rd going 4th day I've been staying home straight in a roll. Imma such a good girl right, heheheh ;) It's wednesday night, ladies night. Bro's out at Zouk! Miss hitting the dancefloor, been months since I last enter the club? And finally I'm legally to enter clubs with my own ic ^^ was uber excited on my bday when I wanted to enter Ph with my own ic but end up the queue was so long that it didn't move at all, grrr.. Therefore gave it a miss. It's alright, I'm able to hit the club anytime yeah.

Anw, I wanna wish my young beloved precious granny,
A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;) I love her so so much!
May she stay healthy and young, live long granny! ♥

Emptiness

It's been rather empty here in this space, sorry babes >:


Laziness is always leading me into this situation, and the only way to cure is NOT TO BE LAZY! Ugh, okwhatsoever. I've been feeling rather empty inside me too, nthg much for me to fill in here too. I'll try my best to fill as much as possible to let you guys keep popping in here yeah.

Anw, my liltripleb would only be free on the weekends therefore my weekdays would be those oh-so-rotting-days at home. Damn those boring shitz days, suck ballz. All I could do sleep, wake up, eat, com, chores, help out in the kitchen, tv, eat, sleep, to pass time. How boring can it be? Damn! Nevertheless, it motivates me to work on the weekdays to earn some ka-chings too. And and.. clothes & shopping motivates me even more! Aww so many of them are waiting for me to own them, but the only solution is KA-CHINGZ! >: So broke, so broke alrdy..
But thanks to my liltripleb, bought me a duper cute lil mushroom piggy bank for me to save cash. Both of us were kinda excited when we saw it, but none of our friends want to purchase it, so we just walked off. & that lil B went to the toilet and came back surprising me with that lil mushroom! How sweet right, hehe! So not worth luh, 8bucks for a lil mushroom! But it's the thought and heart that counts, I wanna greatly thank you tripleB! Lub chu beri much worz! ♥

I'm so gonna save up cash in it for shopping and definitely our future trips too! I wanna go BKK so so badly, shop till my pocket burn a big hole. Hehe!

I've been grabbing and storing food into my tummy, NON-STOP! I've freakin no idea why my appetite turn huge too, goodness. & there's always craving for Kfc's 2 piece black pepper chicken, especially the chicken and the whip potato w chilli! Sedap right? Haha! Ok, enough of food, food & food..

Mommykin had been sick for the past few days, looking at her in such weak condition, totally aches my heart. I'm so glad that she's recovering now, speedy recover soon alright! Love you mum ♥


p/s 2.5 more days.